Monday, April 28, 2014

Can I wade your water..till I catch your wave?

I've been called a mermaid numerous times..especially more in my adult life..I'm very fortunate to have been born and raised in Hawaii. To have the ocean always be a part of my life. I'm tied to the swim in the feel the sun shine down on washes away my worries and problems..

One day I'll have to leave..but always my home.

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Right by my side

A song that's been stuck in my head for a bit..LOL

 It all comes down to this
I miss your morning kiss
I won’t lie, I’m feeling it
You don’t know, I’m missing it
I’m so dumb, I must admit
It’s too much to hold it in
I can’t say no more than this
I just hope your heart hear me now
Gotta let you know how I’m feeling
You own my heart, he just renting (P.S. no one is renting! LOL)
Don’t turn away, pay attention
I’m pouring out my heart oh, boy

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Bed Peace

As I lay in bed slightly awake. Groggy..and pretty pissed..A friend called me early in the morning..awaking me from my slumber..Close to my wits end..the convo ends..and I attempt to go back to sleep..
I toss. I turn..Annoyed even more..I let out a frustrated groan. 


Once I calm down..Take in a deep breath and sighed..I start to think and wonder..Hmm..Why can I sleep? I turn my body to the side.. a slight memory of being in a nest of blanket and pillow..and a strangely super warm body and his arm right above my head..A dark, quiet room..yet a bit of chaos is happening outside of it..A girl singing loudly..roosters aunty yelling at somebody..I smiled..and remembered I've slept so deeply there in that bed..and that's rare! 

"I wish we were able to trade things like sleep! So you can sleep for me..and I can work all day and night.""I wouldn't long as I can sleep in your bed."

Monday, April 21, 2014

Slightly off..and to be honest

Feeling: Slightly off

Lately I've been feeling slightly odd..a little more negative than normal..being a tad bit more sensitive..and quite honestly more vulnerable..

Its been one interesting weekend..and I've been so distracted with the chaos around me..I've forgotten how to look within myself to re-find my center..

I need to be alone..
I need time to myself..
and not worry about other people...

I do miss someone at the moment..

I do think about him quite often..I wonder if he thinks of me when he has the chance..A part of me wishes there wasn't this much distance..but I'm honestly somewhat used to it..if I did it before..I can definitely do it again..but it makes me wonder..What brought on this distance? 

Plus he doesnt need to worry about me hurting him..I'm not that kind of girl who plays games with your heart..

If I choose to like you..I chose you for a reason.

And right now I wish I was at the beach..but the weather sucks! 


Sunday, April 20, 2014

Come in

Yeah, so many guys have been trying to impress you 
But they can't love you girl like I do 
So if you want me you've got me girl as long as this is love
And from then on girl I would never leave you 
Travel across the world yeah baby just to see you 
No matter where girl 
It don't matter where 
Loving this song for awhile..but its been stuck in my head..
Thinking about a certain someone..hehehe 

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Beach day

Feeling: Still Sleepy

Normally Sundays and Mondays are always deemed with such sadness because its the beginning of the work week..but for me..Its kind of like my weekend..I start work Tuesday-Saturday..and sometimes I work on Sundays too because of my other job..but I lucked out this weekend. 

I normally almost always have Mondays off but Mr. Isaac always seems to be working on those days but we lucked out and was able to go to the beach. 
With no surprise we ate pizza for late breakfast/ early lunch. LOL

Of course he's the only guy I know who loves pizza as much as I do! LOL enough to want it first thing right when you wake up! LOL
 We amazingly decided to go to Waimea..My fave it was nice and sunny! 

Oh Waimea..How I love you! LOL It was great cause there weren't many people. It was partially cloudy so it meant it wasn't too cold or too hot. 
Of course it goes without saying that I start badgering Isaac with me taking random pics of him! LOL
Its also because he was passed out most of the time and only came into the water with me once! So he's dubbed Mr. Panda..LOL

Plus he also took over the towel again and somehow got sand all over the place...

Of course a trip to the North Shore isn't complete without Lanikai Juice..
 I was too excited about my drink I didnt take a pic of it..but I did take a pic of Isaac's Acai bowl..then took a pic of him cause he grumbled of how I stole his pic..LOL So Isaac and his Acai bowl! LOL 
To top it off we got to see the Lunar eclipse..which was awesome..
It was a great day..I hope I get another beach day soon..You can never have too many of those! LOL

Friday, April 11, 2014

Monday, April 7, 2014

The chase

Sometimes one wants the chase..To chase something elusive like a sunset..Never to possibly obtained..

I personally love this picture for many reasons..I was very fortunate to capture it and have it come out the way it did..I wish I could have a beach day like this again..It was such a fun adventure.

Friday, April 4, 2014

Good morning

Feeling: TBH

I wish I could stay in the bed..all day..but sadly I cant..I had an awesome sleep..the night before I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep..So when I got home I crashed out once I laid down in my bed..but I did wake up at 3 in the morning..unsure why but its been a weird habit for me lately..

"If I could I would dream forever..if thats the only way for me to see you..Let me dream forever."

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

The little things..

The little things are what keeping me afloat..
I honestly feel like drowning in this chaos..
To break down at any given second..
But remembering the little things..happy things that are keeping me afloat..

I need the beach, the ocean more than anything right now..

A hug from a certain someone would be awesome too..but I'm what price?