Sunday, June 29, 2014

Getting fit

Why hello there! Nothing like talking about getting healthy yet here's a nice ice cream cone! LOL

I've honestly never really wrote a blog about my weight but lately it's been on I've decided to share!

About this time last year..I can honestly say I weighted almost 130 lbs..and I'm not that tall only 5'3..

To be honest..I'm unsure what made me more motivated to work out I guess..i had this pent up emotion after New Years..LOL..In a way it was a good thing..I went down to about 117..Honestly I didn't notice till some friend's pointed it out..I used to work out everyday for 2 hours and I still (I felt) looked the same..that is until I started eating healthier with more veggies and allot less..

To be honest..It's been years since I've had abs..the last time I had them was when I was in H.S. when I used to do ColorGuard and its nice to see it peek out..It's been hard to get them where they are now since abs are made in the gym but shown in the kitchen! It's all in what you eat! Isaac has great abs but it's because he's naturally skinny..which in my eyes are allot to easier get abs..where as for me..cause I'm more fat! LOL I need to watch what I eat in order for them to show (even if its kinda small)! LOL 

The first 2 pics are my progression of my abs..I know it's not much but hey..they're there! LOL..and this pic here is what it looks like now!

Now don't get the wrong idea..of the reason why I started working out..I do like looking nice in a bikini and whatnot..but it's honestly about being healthy..and I have every intention of living as long as I can..but what that being said..I don't always eat like a rabbit..To begin with I'm a picky eater..and I dont eat lots of red meat because since I was small I preferred chicken but man..If you put a pizza in front of me..I will eat it! LOL

With that being said..there's nothing wrong eating what you want but in moderation and not too much sweets or salt..I'm also not saying to follow what I do either! This is my journey to being healthy.

So everyday I TRY to work out at least an hour concentrating on abs, ass, and arms..LOL 3 A's..I mainly drink water..but I do need at least 2 servings of coffee or else I get kinda mean! LOL 

I'm unsure on how to end this blog..other than I'm off to eat pizza..then probably after that..I'm gonna work out


Wednesday, June 25, 2014

A year in snapchats thus far one might be thinking why I
only made half a year in snapchats..cause honestly my video app loves to have it stick to 5 mins..

had snapchat for about 2 years now..and I've had some snaps back when I
first got the app..but I wanted to start it from the beginning of this'll see mainly my nephew Blaze..and me on my adventures to the
beach and other places..These are memories to help me remember
that sometimes when one is sad..there's always a reason to smile and you
were happy at one point or another..

Saturday, June 21, 2014

It's kinda strange...

I find it slightly weird that ever since I've came back from Colorado..My passion to have a place of my own has grown.

I'm honestly excited for the next step in my life..

and I've been looking at furniture and tools to help when I make that jump..

 This isn't the exact set I want..I actually really liked the one my grandma had cause I was able to change the bit and it had a counter and clockwise thing that if you click the top portion it'll turn only one way..kinda like a ratchet..LOL

Saturday, June 14, 2014

My trip to Colorado

the day before yesterday I came back from Colorado. It was a fun experience..and I also got to spend time with my grandma because the main basis of this trip was to help her move..

So here's the video..of the trip..LOL..

FYI..lots of driving..LOL

Music- Sleeping with a friend-Neon Trees
Come and get it remix- Krewella

Friday, June 13, 2014

I'm 26....EDITED 06/15/2014

I'm 26 today and I honestly feel sad..Don't get me wrong..I'm blessed to have awesome people in my life..

 My co-workers surprised me with presents, pizza, party hat, and a cake..They made me feel so loved..but there's only one thing in my mind at the moment..

I should've learned my lesson the last time..when I got my heart broken 2 times since I've turned 25..but I don't..and I'm stupid..I wasn't even asking to have a relationship with this certain guy but I guess I gave that vibe?? Who knows..but he's definitely hurt me more than the other 2 boys..I even gave him souvenirs from my trip to CO..and I came back yesterday..still jet lagged drove to his house last night..and just put it in his mailbox..thinking maybe we'll be able to hang out soon for my birthday tomorrow..I get a message after I leave..also saying thanks..but also saying he's busy this weekend..but that's honestly too selfish for me to expect something out of this guy..

[[EDIT: Man, I must be getting old! 2 guys within this past year..year as in between now and when I turned 25! LOL I was reading this confused..and wondering what I was talking about..

Please keep in mind..I wrote this blog when I was upset..and wasn't thinking too clearly..]]

But that's what has been on my mind..
Yup. 26 years old today. And I'm stupid. I'm stupid! Sorry heart..You're broken again..

  So let's try learn this time seems like you're doing it wrong..

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Landed in the desert

Getting ready for bed.. Just got to Arizona, my I've stop over to Colorado! Let me tell you.. It's hot here and it's night time! Lol lol

Anyways time to try to sleep even though my body is 3 hours behind! Lol lol

PS I got one giant bed! Oh yea!