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LOVE is LIFEloveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.comBlogger88125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-72253206214014186202015-10-22T00:57:00.001-10:002015-10-22T00:57:37.546-10:00One my secrets inside my cynical heart <div style="text-align: center; padding: 5px;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlQhlcZnndt-LeIVDDZKu5_982LdakNMeY_U71w8MVGC2efQ4KPqQjnSaSLXdJXXMmeYXXBYHlJV_oiXbLfas1fJEL4bUk20u-BjRtCLW0fSjQvhpE3-ny-2p58QzboVmpkdPBn90SdNY//"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjlQhlcZnndt-LeIVDDZKu5_982LdakNMeY_U71w8MVGC2efQ4KPqQjnSaSLXdJXXMmeYXXBYHlJV_oiXbLfas1fJEL4bUk20u-BjRtCLW0fSjQvhpE3-ny-2p58QzboVmpkdPBn90SdNY// cursor: pointer;" width="320px" style="border: 1px solid; border-radius: 2px;padding: 5px; max-width: 320px " /></a></div><div class="blogaway-section"><p>I'm gonna share one my secrets that I hide in this cynical heart of mine. <br/>
<br/>One of my fears is that the one I fall in love with will get tired of me and leave. <br/>
<br/>That's always been one of my fears. Even when I was going through my dating phase. I'm afraid that special someone will became another one on my list. <br/>
Will you be like one who led me on..and just hide and lie to me till this very day..<br/>
Or the one who kept breaking my heart with he'd go back to the past but in the rare case..we are still friends..<br/>
Or the one who broke my heart the most..who just stopped talking to me altogether with no reason why..<br/>
Or the others who only want my body..not my heart or soul..<br/><br/>
<br/>With all that heartbreak I've turned cynical. You can say I'm stupid but sadly at the moment I believed. Even now when I'm thinking I'm ready if you pack up and leave..I'll be OK. <br/>
<br/>But that's when this fear creeps in..and I cry that you'll be just like the rest and prove to me once again..there's no such thing as love. </p></div><br/>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0Mililani, United States21.4776792 -157.986862tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-91675804706186840252015-06-21T15:36:00.000-10:002015-06-21T15:36:39.145-10:00The reason why I'm so cynical (a post..I've never put up)<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I wrote this post about a year ago..I'm unsure why I didnt put it up. At the time I honestly lost my heart and slightly became a heartless, broken woman. I felt bitter and alone..but almost right after I wrote this I woke myself again..I believed I most love myself before one can love me..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So enjoy! LOL </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I honestly don't believe in love any more. <br />Too many times I've been hurt..I've told a guy how I felt..and well scare the shit out of them..have them take advantage of my body and heart..having to believe..no hope that we'll eventually be a couple..like how I see people run around with their other halfs..but be left broken..but once I put myself together..the more cynical I become..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Fuck this thing called feelings..Fuck liking someone..Fuck love...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I had a guy at one point in my life..treat me like a GF couple times only to have him run back to his ex..come back the 3rd to try to win me back..by that time I've become cynical..Fuck getting hurt again by the same guy..only to hear that he might go back for her..Lord knows how many times..now I'm starting to think that being cynical saved my ass from getting hurt but I was wrong..I didnt protect my heart from another guy..to only be tossed aside..Ah yes, Shana. You are quite the stupid, naive girl..thinking this guy is different..but nope..heart broken again..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">In the midst of my heart getting crushed again..my friends..co-workers..walk pass me with their loves..smiling..not realizing that I'm trying to reach out to them..yet no one notices my out reached hand..tears running down my face..I yell to grab their attention but no avail..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So in this world full of people..everybody has somebody..where as me..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I'm alone..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">and I don't fucking care anymore..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I'm taking my heart and burying it somewhere..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Somewhere...where no one can find it..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Not even me.. </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-34323209520750624202015-04-23T10:06:00.001-10:002015-04-23T10:07:59.924-10:00Just stuck <div class="blogaway-section"><p><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirhhPZlh3-cObuX3X0JAYGvW23XmOMiosYppajoruIgiRTcMCgbnUizFIIXAjWSOCuwe_pdCEWSnwsexZ-8avChPJYUQ7AEnAM38kPzgsBp3dXgVAR12WpGUeo-A4XDR2PTZ2KXbo48NQ// cursor: pointer;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirhhPZlh3-cObuX3X0JAYGvW23XmOMiosYppajoruIgiRTcMCgbnUizFIIXAjWSOCuwe_pdCEWSnwsexZ-8avChPJYUQ7AEnAM38kPzgsBp3dXgVAR12WpGUeo-A4XDR2PTZ2KXbo48NQ//"></a><br/>
<br/>Feeling a little off as of late. It's like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. <br/>
A decision placed for me that could seem so small..but have such a big effect on one's life. <br/>
<br/>I'm speaking in riddles like a sphinx. <br/>
I'm hiding some of myself like a hermit crab. <br/>
<br/>I dunno what to do. I seem happy and strong but on the inside I'm dealing with sadness and the uncertainty of the outcome of my life. <br/><br/><br/>
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I think of you. <br>
I'm confused why you cloud my mind. Visit me in my dreams. <br>
You confused me from day one. <br>We weren't even together for long but yet you still linger..</p>
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I've been busy with work..and just hanging out with my friends..</div>
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These two was taken back in July..I did a photoshoot with one of my good friends on IG ( asian_impressions) I've been following him since I started IG same for him as well..he's such an artist. The Pics came out so pretty. I'll have to put it up some time later..LOL</div>
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Snapchat shenanigans! LOL </div>
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Then it was exploring the north shore with a good friend of mine..</div>
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Also went hiking Waianae side..they came out funny looking cause of the camera setting on my phone.LOL</div>
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Isn't the view beautiful?</div>
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Also got some visits from an old friend and of course..my chub chubs!</div>
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Sorry I havent been on for so long..I'm still hit by the passing of my grammy but as you can see..I'm taking it day by day!loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-1109196791078715892014-08-06T21:23:00.000-10:002014-08-06T21:23:08.462-10:00A slight pain in my heartWell..lets just say..it's been one crazy week..I'm still in some shock about my great grandma passing..but I'm happy that she's not suffering anymore..<br />
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I miss her tremendously and always will..<br />
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I honestly suck at writing meaningful words..but I think no words can describe the pain I have..<br />
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Rest in Love Grammy!<br />
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I'll love you always..<br />
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It's been a long while.. I've been working allot but also going to the beach. <br />
I just recently had a photo meet up with my good friend! Here's one of the photos. </div>
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I'll write some more later. </div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Why hello there! Nothing like talking about getting healthy yet here's a nice ice cream cone! LOL</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I've honestly never really wrote a blog about my weight but lately it's been on mind..so I've decided to share! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">About this time last year..I can honestly say I weighted almost 130 lbs..and I'm not that tall only 5'3..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">To be honest..I'm unsure what made me more motivated to work out I guess..i had this pent up emotion after New Years..LOL..In a way it was a good thing..I went down to about 117..Honestly I didn't notice till some friend's pointed it out..I used to work out everyday for 2 hours and I still (I felt) looked the same..that is until I started eating healthier with more veggies and allot less..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">To be honest..It's been years since I've had abs..the last time I had them was when I was in H.S. when I used to do ColorGuard and Judo..so its nice to see it peek out..It's been hard to get them where they are now since abs are made in the gym but shown in the kitchen! It's all in what you eat! Isaac has great abs but it's because he's naturally skinny..which in my eyes are allot to easier get abs..where as for me..cause I'm more fat! LOL I need to watch what I eat in order for them to show (even if its kinda small)! LOL </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The first 2 pics are my progression of my abs..I know it's not much but hey..they're there! LOL..and this pic here is what it looks like now!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now don't get the wrong idea..of the reason why I started working out..I do like looking nice in a bikini and whatnot..but it's honestly about being healthy..and I have every intention of living as long as I can..but what that being said..I don't always eat like a rabbit..To begin with I'm a picky eater..and I dont eat lots of red meat because since I was small I preferred chicken but man..If you put a pizza in front of me..I will eat it! LOL</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">With that being said..there's nothing wrong eating what you want but in moderation and not too much sweets or salt..I'm also not saying to follow what I do either! This is my journey to being healthy.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So everyday I TRY to work out at least an hour concentrating on abs, ass, and arms..LOL 3 A's..I mainly drink water..but I do need at least 2 servings of coffee or else I get kinda mean! LOL </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I'm unsure on how to end this blog..other than I'm off to eat pizza..then probably after that..I'm gonna work out</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">BYE~ </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-11479537344289709452014-06-25T22:30:00.001-10:002014-06-25T22:32:15.844-10:00A year in snapchats thus far<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">LOL..now one might be thinking why I<br />
only made half a year in snapchats..cause honestly my video app loves to have it stick to 5 mins..</span></div>
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had snapchat for about 2 years now..and I've had some snaps back when I<br />
first got the app..but I wanted to start it from the beginning of this <br />
year..you'll see mainly my nephew Blaze..and me on my adventures to the <br />
beach and other places..These are memories to me..to help me remember <br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I'm honestly excited for the next step in my life..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">and I've been looking at furniture and tools to help when I make that jump..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> This isn't the exact set I want..I actually really liked the one my grandma had cause I was able to change the bit and it had a counter and clockwise thing that if you click the top portion it'll turn only one way..kinda like a ratchet..LOL </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-31152003673224434342014-06-14T09:16:00.000-10:002014-06-14T09:16:15.720-10:00My trip to Colorado<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">the day before yesterday I came back from Colorado. It was a fun experience..and I also got to spend time with my grandma because the main basis of this trip was to help her move..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So here's the video..of the trip..LOL..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">FYI..lots of driving..LOL</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Come and get it remix- Krewella </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-4969894519116496752014-06-13T21:58:00.000-10:002014-06-20T23:56:39.684-10:00I'm 26....EDITED 06/15/2014<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I'm 26 today and I honestly feel sad..Don't get me wrong..I'm lucky..no blessed to have awesome people in my life..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> My co-workers surprised me with presents, pizza, party hat, and a cake..They made me feel so loved..but there's only one thing in my mind at the moment..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I should've learned my lesson the last time..when I got my heart broken 2 times since I've turned 25..but I don't..and I'm stupid..I wasn't even asking to have a relationship with this certain guy but I guess I gave that vibe?? Who knows..but he's definitely hurt me more than the other 2 boys..I even gave him souvenirs from my trip to CO..and I came back yesterday..still jet lagged drove to his house last night..and just put it in his mailbox..thinking maybe we'll be able to hang out soon for my birthday tomorrow..I get a message after I leave..also saying thanks..but also saying he's busy this weekend..but that's honestly too selfish for me to expect something out of this guy..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">[[EDIT: Man, I must be getting old! 2 guys within this past year..year as in between now and when I turned 25! LOL I was reading this confused..and wondering what I was talking about..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Please keep in mind..I wrote this blog when I was upset..and wasn't thinking too clearly..]] </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">But that's what has been on my mind..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Yup. 26 years old today. And I'm stupid. I'm stupid! Sorry heart..You're broken again..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> So let's try learn this time around..it seems like you're doing it wrong..</span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-9777866598927323332014-06-03T22:25:00.001-10:002014-06-03T22:25:12.696-10:00Landed in the desert<p dir="ltr">Getting ready for bed.. Just got to Arizona, my I've stop over to Colorado! Let me tell you.. It's hot here and it's night time! Lol lol </p>
<p dir="ltr">Anyways time to try to sleep even though my body is 3 hours behind! Lol lol</p>
<p dir="ltr">PS I got one giant bed! Oh yea! </p>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The lanterns were so pretty..I wish I could've stayed till the dark..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Can't wait till next week..hehehehe </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-23904147188869903952014-05-25T21:24:00.000-10:002014-05-25T21:24:58.447-10:00turning blond! LOL This wasn't much of a surprise..my hair has been all kinds of colors before then..from black to red..even blue..<br />
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sorry this is the only pic I could find with my old orange-y blond hair...and so after some time..it got worse..to more orange-brown..I wasn't using too much toner in my hair..So my friend told me this lady does great hair...so I went over and turned into a leftover! LOL<br />
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She then worked her magic..and made my hair look AMAZING! I've never had my hair look so light..I love it!<br />
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I shouldn't done it sooner! loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-68826395732823242412014-05-24T19:52:00.000-10:002014-05-24T19:52:17.450-10:00song of the day..or well..awhile LOL<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">This is song has been stuck in my head for a long time..but I love it..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Nothing more than strangers passing by, out on the street<br />
Memories are fading though it's only been a week<br />
All the little things are gone, the things we used to be<br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Thank goodness I knew your intentions and knew you'd do the same thing yet again to me..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Yet here I am hoping you'd change for the better..but you won't..because you seem too weak for it..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Thank goodness I didn't drop the guy I liked for someone who was "madly in love with me"..I believe you were confused and yet you go back to the same toxic person..believing it'll change..but it won't..like a moth to a flame..you'll get burned in the end.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So here's good-bye..the final time..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">deuces! </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-50278110051938567102014-05-20T10:30:00.000-10:002014-05-20T10:30:01.176-10:00The Perfect package????<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">And when I tell them..well..I do like someone and we've been hanging out..its like go ahead and say" WHAT? HE DON'T WANT YOU TO BE HIS GF?? IS HE BLIND??" I just shrug and mumble "<span style="font-size: x-small;">ohhh..i dunno...."</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We went to Barber's Point/ White Plains..cause he wanted to surf..I honestly haven't gone to this beach in ages..cause well..for one its out of the way for me (North Shore is super close to me..about 20 mins away) and it's filled with military guys and the beach is kinda ugly! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">But he got to chose plus he said the waves were good..and so we went..LOL</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">To be honest..It was very weird for me to watch him surf..(even though he didn't want me to watch him) I'm used to watching my dad surf or boogieboard but I watched for a bit..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So I just tanned and swam as he surfed..just like the seals! Which was pretty cool to see.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He then made trouble to the birds..and tried to catch them..LOL</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I got my days mixed up at first I though it was this past week but then I remembered I went with my friend Sony to Ala Moana Beach last week..and I didnt get to take pics..since it was a short trip..LOL</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"> </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-53769273283162337002014-05-13T23:07:00.000-10:002014-05-13T23:09:23.272-10:00Loyalty is rare<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I'm noticing a pattern..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">In this day and age..it seems to be no surprise that..that in no matter how many relationships..there always is one that might have broken a soul or a trust for anybody else..I personally know at least a handful of my friends who have cheated or been cheated on.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">LOYALTY is RARE! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">It's hard to find a person in this world..whom you know wont cheat on you. I know I'm not the most innocent but I know my loyalty and if I know I betrayed it in anyway..I'll leave and punish myself..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">But believe me when I say I'm a loyal person. It takes a strong person to be loyal and not..lets just say..let an ex..or numerous guys fuck me! I'm a one guy kind of girl..even if I'm just seeing/hanging out/dating/BF&GF you..I'll stay true and wont be with anybody else..and that's honestly my choice..I like you for a reason. LOL THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NO REASON TO CHEAT! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I remember at one time an ex and his gf at the time was accusing me of wanting to cheat with him while my bf was deployed..a bunch a bull fuckery if you ask me..all I wanted was to be friends at the time..and my bf knew what was going on..and unlike most girls when their other half is deployed..I stayed true and stuck it through..like I said I know my loyalty and I'm not trying to sound like I'm boosting because like I said I, too am not a perfect person. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">SORRY..I just wanted to vent..I feel like these people are damaging great people..who are now too afraid to let someone love them because of a betrayal that happened to them..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">LOL Yea..and this song..is hella catchy! LOL</span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-34952495764081373132014-05-12T00:11:00.000-10:002014-05-12T00:11:54.966-10:00the O-turn<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">*Looking at the U-turn sign* "Is there such thing as a O-turn?" "Yea...for stupid people!" </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Now every time I see a U-turn sign..I think of one of many strange but funny convos I've had with this certain fellow! LOL</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> "Hey! You wanna go somewhere else other than here?" "Like where?" "Hmm..lets go to the beach!" "At night?" LOL</span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-24144584391262331832014-05-09T19:44:00.000-10:002014-05-09T19:44:50.976-10:00post it notes..from my heart <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I did something I don't ever do..I left a post it note hidden amongst the pages of a notebook..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">With how confusing you are..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">How you're grouchy and then sweet the next..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I'm taking a chance...will you with me? </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-10507199502498668542014-05-01T19:01:00.000-10:002014-05-01T19:01:16.581-10:00Not a bad thing...<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Today was one eventful day..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">It first started out as a normal day..Me hiding that I've been feeling cynical for the past 3 weeks..questioning about life and love..why we have feelings for someone and have the possibility of getting hurt or loved..How many times do we get hurt till we find someone to heal our wounds..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">My co-worker and I were talking..she then remembered and said to me " Oh my God. Shana. There's a song that reminded me of you." I asked her what the song was called and then downloaded it right away..figured I'd listen to it later..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">After listening and watching the video..It gave me hope..being cynical or jaded is because I started not to believe in love anymore especially in this world we live in..because we all get hurt all in this search for love..but we all deserve love..it's the chance we take in this life..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I may not have a BF and people may have broken my heart many times but if you keep on living and loving..Love will find you..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Because LOVE is LIFE..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">And Everything happens for a reason! </span></div>
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When someone </span></div>
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But I could be that guy to heal it over time<br />
And I won’t stop until you believe it<br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> No I won’t fill your mind<br />
With broken promises and wasted time<br />
And if you fall, you’ll always land right in these arms<br />
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loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-69958004840980746782014-05-01T09:13:00.000-10:002014-05-01T09:13:33.425-10:00I always say...Everything happens for a reason..good or bad..<br />
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Life is like the ocean..unpredictable..at one moment the ocean is calm..then the next..waves bigger than ever can appear..<br />
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All you have to learn is to keep on swimming..in the calm or the waves..loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6460184567600399264.post-42987339350629818862014-04-28T10:10:00.000-10:002014-04-28T10:25:57.090-10:00Can I wade your water..till I catch your wave?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I've been called a mermaid numerous times..especially more in my adult life..I'm very fortunate to have been born and raised in Hawaii. To have the ocean always be a part of my life. I'm tied to the ocean..to swim in the waters..to feel the sun shine down on me..it washes away my worries and problems..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">One day I'll have to leave..but Hawaii..is always my home. </span>loveshanabeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08561436956520649922noreply@blogger.com0