The little things are what keeping me afloat.. I honestly feel like drowning in this chaos.. To break down at any given second.. But remembering the little things..happy things that are keeping me afloat..
I need the beach, the ocean more than anything right now..
A hug from a certain someone would be awesome too..but I'm wondering..at what price?
As
of late I've been feeling very negative..kind of like a slow chaotic
storm..all in my mind...some people would pay to see me like this..but
whatevs..I dont quite care right now..
Normally
it takes quite a bit for me to get to this state..and I'm not saying I
have every right to act as such..I try to keep these things to a
min..but there's some things you can't escape..
The girl exclaiming to her close friend "Why is it taking me so long to move on from this friendship? I feel like I'm stuck in the mud..and he somehow got out and walked off..leaving me behind." Her friend sighed and said "It takes time..The only reason he got out was because he had her..his stick to help him out..if you had ** here..he would help you out of the mud." "But I dont want to rely on a stick or anyone to help me out of the mud. I should try to get out myself." the girl said strongly. Her friend laughed and said "Then it goes back to..it takes time. You cant just turn off your feelings. You care too much! You're too good to people who just treat you badly!" The girl sighed..she knew her friend was right. " I know I do. I'd rather give happiness cause thats how I want to fulfill my life. To be there for someone when no one else is. Now, isnt that a true friend?"
"Yes..But you know there's a small path in that mud..to get you out..its gonna take time..its gonna be hard..but I'm here to help you."
