Slightly off..and to be honest

Feeling: Slightly off



Lately I've been feeling slightly odd..a little more negative than normal..being a tad bit more sensitive..and quite honestly more vulnerable..


Its been one interesting weekend..and I've been so distracted with the chaos around me..I've forgotten how to look within myself to re-find my center..

I need to be alone..
I need time to myself..
and not worry about other people...

I do miss someone at the moment..

I do think about him quite often..I wonder if he thinks of me when he has the chance..A part of me wishes there wasn't this much distance..but I'm honestly somewhat used to it..if I did it before..I can definitely do it again..but it makes me wonder..What brought on this distance? 

Plus he doesnt need to worry about me hurting him..I'm not that kind of girl who plays games with your heart..

If I choose to like you..I chose you for a reason.

And right now I wish I was at the beach..but the weather sucks! 

 

Come in

Yeah, so many guys have been trying to impress you 
But they can't love you girl like I do 
So if you want me you've got me girl as long as this is love
And from then on girl I would never leave you 
Travel across the world yeah baby just to see you 
No matter where girl 
It don't matter where 

Loving this song for awhile..but its been stuck in my head..

Thinking about a certain someone..hehehe 

Beach day

Feeling: Still Sleepy

Normally Sundays and Mondays are always deemed with such sadness because its the beginning of the work week..but for me..Its kind of like my weekend..I start work Tuesday-Saturday..and sometimes I work on Sundays too because of my other job..but I lucked out this weekend. 

I normally almost always have Mondays off but Mr. Isaac always seems to be working on those days but we lucked out and was able to go to the beach. 
With no surprise we ate pizza for late breakfast/ early lunch. LOL

Of course he's the only guy I know who loves pizza as much as I do! LOL enough to want it first thing right when you wake up! LOL

 We amazingly decided to go to Waimea..My fave beach..plus it was nice and sunny! 

Oh Waimea..How I love you! LOL It was great cause there weren't many people. It was partially cloudy so it meant it wasn't too cold or too hot. 
Of course it goes without saying that I start badgering Isaac with me taking random pics of him! LOL

Its also because he was passed out most of the time and only came into the water with me once! So he's dubbed Mr. Panda..LOL

Plus he also took over the towel again and somehow got sand all over the place...

Of course a trip to the North Shore isn't complete without Lanikai Juice..

 I was too excited about my drink I didnt take a pic of it..but I did take a pic of Isaac's Acai bowl..then took a pic of him cause he grumbled of how I stole his pic..LOL So Isaac and his Acai bowl! LOL 
To top it off we got to see the Lunar eclipse..which was awesome..
It was a great day..I hope I get another beach day soon..You can never have too many of those! LOL
 

If you just realize..what I just realized..LOL

Song ATM

This song is pretty old..but I love Colbie Caillat's voice..& this song is sweet..

If you just realize what I just realized...

The chase

Sometimes one wants the chase..To chase something elusive like a sunset..Never to possibly obtained..

I personally love this picture for many reasons..I was very fortunate to capture it and have it come out the way it did..I wish I could have a beach day like this again..It was such a fun adventure.

Good morning

Feeling: TBH

I wish I could stay in the bed..all day..but sadly I cant..I had an awesome sleep..the night before I only had about 3-4 hours of sleep..So when I got home I crashed out once I laid down in my bed..but I did wake up at 3 in the morning..unsure why but its been a weird habit for me lately..

"If I could I would dream forever..if thats the only way for me to see you..Let me dream forever."

The little things..

The little things are what keeping me afloat..
I honestly feel like drowning in this chaos..
To break down at any given second..
But remembering the little things..happy things that are keeping me afloat..

I need the beach, the ocean more than anything right now..

A hug from a certain someone would be awesome too..but I'm wondering..at what price?